A Ponder In The Past.

This is going to be yet a strange write up,but something that need's to be said.

The old saying of...God put us on this earth for a reason and most people wonder what that reason is.

I have figured out my reason and i have accepted it,it's completely normal,and it brought tears to my eye's when i figured it all out.

I was raped as a child,but it didn't eat me or beat me because i was given the strength to deal with it and put it behind me.

I over came it,it did not over come me.

I was molested by a camp counselor,again i over came it,and it made me a stronger person.

I was held in a motel room by 5 guys from Toronto with guns for 72 hours,i walked away and i over came it.

I was locked in a closet by a boyfriend..and for that i broke his heart and his ego.

1 week before my biological father past away,i said to my mother,the day my father die's i'm going to spit on him in his casket.....He was cremated so i missed out.

There were other issue's and tonnes of trial and error and with each i grew stronger.

But this is who i'am.

I'am the mother that gave my child a fighting chance at life,risking my own to keep her alive.

I'am the person that everyone goes to for advice...i'am the ear,the listener.
There is conflict in all of our lives,no matter who we are,what color we are.

This is who i'am and this is who god intended i be.