Friday, July 4, 2008

I can't say it's wrong.

Mikiya has found herself a part of my bedroon attire,even though she has a regular bedtime,she still finds herself waking in the wee am and wanting to flock to mommy's bed.

Truth be told,i allow her in,and i cuddle her as though i'am the baby.
She will sleep for hours,providing i'am right there with her,then being that her and i have slept the morning away it kills nap time.

So today there was no nap,and we played outside all day,she played in her pool and the boys brought frog's and she enjoyed them awhile.

Troy get's a little upset everynow and then that mikiya is in our bed and he preeches how it's not a good practice,it is what it is an undying love for the child i came so close to losing.

I still look at her in her sleep while she is in my arms,i caress her cheeks with my lips and i give her tiny bubble kisses,i rub her forehead and brush her hair back,sometimes an excitement tear will build in my eye's,sometimes it's still disbelief that she is here and she is in my arms.

Tonight she is gone to spend the night with grandma and papa,shaniya went along as well,but dakota stayed home and had his friend sleep here for the third night in a row,i think i may ask for child support...lol.

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