I'm trying to post more and keep up the beat with our lives,if i repeat something that i have posted before,please forgive me as i seem to be brain dead lately.

A few months ago when we really became active in seeking new doctors we came across a few diagnosis that were pretty far fetched and some that hit really close to home!

After seeing an orthopedic specialist we recieved a diagnosis of rheumatoid arthritis,thus being true and a diagnosis that we were looking for,i mean don't get mewrong,i don't want her to have that but reality is........she has it!

Second came hyper syndrome.....pne i didn't want,hyper syndrome is a condition well like the curious case of benjamin button,but the oposite,where the body is born young and grows old before it's time,so mikiya being three was equal to her actually being some late 40's to early 50's,and most of her symptoms fit except the fact that in order to get a full diagnosis,upon testing you have to score a number of 23,mikiya scored a 21,close...very close but not close enough and trust me that couple of digits makes a huge difference.

Then came leujemia......the dreaded words of.....Mrs.Murdock,mikiya has cancer!!
Let's talk about jaw dropping,i cried for days ,weeks!

After some research we had found out that migrating rhuematoid arthritis can mock leukemia.....now why don't doctors tell people this?
We were seeking the best medical,and we also sought alternative medicine and took our child to see a medicine man.

Now i'm not a sceptic and i'am married to a native and have native children and i 'am under the impression that my child has cancer.
Soooo....we go to many appointments and this man is sure that he can sure my child,when all is said and done we take mikiya back to be checked and to see where her platlets are at this point....and bam,the dropped.

Was it themedicine man that claimed he could cure my daughter,the magic of god...the creator,or perhaps sheer hope...i'm gunna go with medical nuttiness!!

Now onto better things here....happier things.

I can't ask for a better life,i have my children,i have mikiya!!
And.....i have 7 puppy's!
Yup...seven,my sadie and my tiny,one being a pug and the other a chihuahua...hooked up!....literally,58 days later in the wee hours of the morning troy awoke me and said sadie was having her pups on my newly carpeted living room floor.

So,now i have ten dogs in my house,my living room now smells like a barn and the pups whom i'am ever so attached too will be ready for new homes come xmas eve...YAY!

January...tiny will be fixed....march,sadie will be fixed.
Mikiya wants to keep a puppy all for herself,which will bring our total to four keepers...and i sadly will be THE CRAZY DOG LADY.....that lives down the street.

I think i'am out of my mind crazy....3 kids..all the dogs and pups,a full time job...a landlord...ahhhh!!!

Tomorrow we are heading to Mac once again to see a respirologist,my car is broken so we will be travelling with my dad.....this ought to be entertaing..frusterating...uhhh dunno.