Do you believe in god???

I'm not sure two of my friend's in believe in anything right now.
Baby Torran that i had mentioned in a past post,is not looking so good,
right now he has a double sided inter cranial hemhorrage,as well as an infection.
As parents following the NICU ritual's,it makes it harder to face what you are going through,and most times you feel as though you are the only one in the world going through it,you wouldn't really believe that others have been there,but it is just part of that depression.
As a mom it makes you feel numb.
On the other side,having been there done that,i can only offer Lesley and Bruce my support,i do first hand understand that numbness that holds your body in a lock as you hear doctors tell you that your child may not survive.
It is on eof the hardest things that us as parents encounter and something that you would not wish upon your worst enemy.
I have asked all the angels that helped and protected mikiya,be with torran at this time,i have asked that if there is a god...and i know there is,to spare this family the pain and to give them strength and bring them healing in this time.